since coming here, sucking my first cock, I realise a change.
Still not attracted to men as such, I do not look at them and think, wow! Or anything else, unlike when I see a woman I find attractive.
But.
With men I find my eyes straying downwards, and my mind wondering about their cock and ballsack.
The other other day a guy walked past my house. Older looking, lined face, he did not look clean or pleasant. But. My eyes strayed. Under his trousers/ pants I could see he had no underwear...
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