I want to have sex with a man but don`t want a relationship

For a few months now ive had this burning desire to give myself up to another man and let him have his way but the thought that i may have to kiss him is revolting. Be in mind ive never had any sexual experiences with another man whatsoever and im technically a virgin because the furthest ive gotten with a woman is eating out this girl named Erika. Another thing lol is that ever since i graduated last june ive been dying to suck a cock lol I NEED ADVICE/SOMEONE TO TALK TO! im so confused on...

I want to have sex with a man but don`t want a relationship